Wednesday, March 23, 2005
6:50 pm
6:50 pm
Old Memories
While I was rummaging through some old things, I stumbled upon something that jogged my memory. Like this little note from Jessica:
TJ was over the other day, as you know, and gave me a Korn wristband, he insists on buying me a Blink 182 shirt as soon as he gets the money. He's really nice, he even sang me the Happy Birthday song and stuff. All we did was play Melee, SC2, and eat all the food (tacos, 2 boxes of mini muffins, a sandwich, fire balls -sounds nasty 'fire balls'....yeah...I can see some French guy running around, holding his crotch and screaming with an accent 'MY BALLS ARE ON FIRE!!' and then some Italian with a bucket of water trying to put it out. Anyways, we also had cake and ice cream.....(this is later in the note -->)I remember how you held your necklace just like Rinoa, you looked like her, beautiful, poised, an odd essence to you. You may have looked like her, but you had Squall's personality. Impatient, clever, a loner by nature, not to mention calm and strong (strong willed)
How depressing. Hmm...what else did I find? I found lots of things from Jessica. These lyrics that I'm about to post have followed me for years. When I thought I lost it for good, a week later or so, I'll find it. Scary..
"Two Cars and a Lemon Tree"
(Two Beds and a Coffee Machine - my version - to April Hunter)
As you take another step, I cry when you open my door
Know that you are leaving, tears falling from my eyes and memories on the floor
Been up all the night singing, now it's time for you to go
Pack up our things in the car
Another leaving friend of mine
Another change in my life
Another change in my life
You're moving
Another heartache
You're still moving on
This year's gone by so fast
Wonder how I'll ever make it through
(and) There's a new life to think of
People who've waited to meet you
Wonder how you'll ever make it though this living nightmare
But the heart's an amazing thing, full of love, hope and caring
And another fancy house, two cars and a lemon tree
But there are old friends to write and you know you'll have to come home
Another change in my life
You're moving
Another heartache
You're still moving on
This year's gone by so fast
Wonder how I'll make it though
(instrumental break)
Another leaving friend of mine, another change in my life
Another lonely misery, in this thing called life
But there's hope in friendship
I know you're gonna make it though
Another change in my life
You're moving
Another heartache
You're still moving on
And this year's gone by so fast
A friendship built to last
Wonder how I'll ever make it...
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That song haunts me. I don't know why, but it does. It's evil. Very evil. Onward to other things I have found. I found a note...from Jessica (huge surprise huh) but...it's really dumb. Ehh...I don't feel like typing all of it because I'm lazy. Its her mostly talking about starting a band (LONG time ago) and dumb commercials and Whose Line, and That 70's show, and her beating video games. Thats about it. And her making fun of me because I went blind. Little asswipe.
I got back from my "road trip" today. Yesterday me and my mom drove up north to Astoria. Stayed the night, and came back. Very adventurous huh? Well...I now know that my mom can't stay in her lane while driving. It's pretty scary. But I lived. As you all can tell. Jessica uses too many exclimation points when she writes. It gets annoying. Well...nothing too eventful to mention. I think I might leave to do other things. Like what...I have no idea.
