Saturday, April 02, 2005
11:47 pm
11:47 pm
Makes no fucking sense
You know, I never have anything meaningful to put in this anymore. It's depressing. All I do now is rant about how depressed I am these days. That's a load of shit. It's always about the samething, and if I'm like everyone else in the world, I don't like reading the samething twice. So, I'm gonna rant about something else. For instance...chorus. Okay, I sing. That's quite obvious because if I didn't I wouldn't be in chorus. Anyway, I sing fairly well. People say to me I sing really good...but I dunno. Right now I'm in Womens Ensemble (yes, I am a girl) because I was too big of a pussy to try out for Concert Choir. So, Wednesday, I tried out for it to be in it next year. My friend Maryann tried out and she can't sing worth shit. She's way too sharp and it constantly throws me off all the time. Natasha (my other friend) tried out too. Natasha is a little better than her, but not by much. We all tried out, and Friday was the day we got the results. Drumroll please....the winner is...Maryann. Felicia also got in, but I was soprano she was alto and I didn't care. But Maryann...I was so pissed. She can't sing, she's so fucking annoying. With a capital f and a. It makes no sense. Right after I ended my audition, I knew I wouldn't get in because in the middle of it I cracked and I wasn't loud enough...but still. I got beaten by a fat cow fucker who can't sing. I was insulted. The teacher is saying that she's better than me, which is complete bullshit. She is NOT better than me. She will NEVER be better than me. EVER!!!!!!! Now I hate her even more. Now that she's in Concert Choir she's gonna brag, she's happy, and annoying. Put it all together and you got the most annoying ass fucker on the face of this planet. I'm still mad eventhough it was yesterday. She needs to be put to death, or atleast severly hurt, or assraped. They all will satisfy me. That's insulting.
On to other news. The other day...yesterday, I was browsing around the internet on this one website where I'm signed up too, and I found an old friend of mine. His name is Robbie MacKnight. The name makes me twitch. In the 8th grade, I had the biggest crush on him. I even gave him my favouritest dragon necklace and all that. And when I moved...a couple months later he said he didn't want to talk to me anymore because I moved. That also makes no fucking sense. It's because he's canadian. It makes me sick for some reason. Ever since that day he told me that, I've hated him ever since. Not so much anymore, but it still lingers. It was rumoured that he liked me back, but now that I think back on it, I think that was a load of shit. People liked to manipulate me back then. Then I turned it around. That's how I got good at it. Who knows, they coulda been telling the truth. That was almost three years ago. Geez...time flies when one is having fun eh? Aww man...just because I wrote that line, I'm getting depressed. This sucks.
Let's turn it over to sports. I went to Eugene today, woo. We met with our designer, Helen, and went out to lunch with her. She has an idea that I generated, but she's twisting it into something that I didn't intend. I should write a better description and send it to her. But...considering the size of my room you can't do much anyway, so what's the use? I have a small ass room. I hate it. Everyday at 7:00 the sun has to shine through the window, onto the wainscotting and into my face. It pisses me off. I need blinds or something. Obviously. After that we went to Best Buy. One of my favourite stores in the world. But when we went there, they didn't have anything I liked. No good cd's, no interesting games, no good movies, nothing. Pissed me off. So I ended up buying a Sum 41 cd. I had $50 in my pocket, I wanted to spend atleast some of it. To my surprise, it's not all that bad. So, I guess I did good. My eye is annoying me.
That's all there is. You're up to speed with my life now. Kinda...but I'll just leave it the way it is. So, tally-ho.
